Urge.
Oh, god, I’m so embarassed.
I just ate dinner with my parents, trying to maintain a normal conversation, when suddenly, I got up and ran to the bathroom.
I purged for a good 20 minutes, while listening to them continue their dinner table conversation.
I just… I don’t know what happened.
I suddenly felt so ill, I thought I was going to die. Listening to the food chomp between their teeth, watching their throats exand as they swallowed, hearing the clink of the silverwear… it was too much.
I had to get out.
I had to get it out.
I’m so embarassed.
