Into the ocean; end it all.
I know I usually don’t post my intake, but I need to center myself at the moment.
My head is pounding and my blood is rushing. I’m trying to keep myself from sprinting to the kitchen and bingeing on the sweets my dad lamely tries to hide.
Shit shit shit.
Intake:
12:30- 1 Special K bar =90
4:45- approx. 7oz broccoli =65
- approx. 4oz white rice =110
Total- 265
(Purged somre of the broccoli & white rice, but I won’t try to figure out how much.)
So, that’s not bad. Right? Right. I keep telling myself that it was a decent amount, and that I won’t gain anything from it because it was so little.
Great.
But now, I’m craving chocolate. And my dad just bought shitloads of it. (Fat pig.)
How easy, how delightful it would be to eat some and throw it back up.
How tempting.
